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February 14th,2009

Mood: estatic
Listening To: White Horse-Taylor Swift on Pandora.com
Reading: Maximum Ride: Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports

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I need you like a heartbeat

February 11th,2009

Mood: Bored
Listening To: Nothing
Reading: Maximum Ride: Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports

Sooo...I haven't done anything on here in a long time.  For some reason I just don't feel like talking about what I'm thinking.  Maybe it's because talking about it would make it come true...
Well, lets hope talking [or writing] about it helps. *Ugh*

So, my best friend is back with her ex.  And it sucks.  And I hate it.  Probably because I liked how we talked a lot more during those two weeks she was single.  Idk.  Not like it's all the way back to how it was before but he's super controlling and he makes her feel sorry for him so I can see it coming.

Also, here lately I've been secretly wallowing in my  self-pity and singleness.  Ever since I was extremely crushed by Brazzle Berry I've been reconsidering having feelings for my ex's.  [don't ask me how i do that...or even why, I couldn't tell ya].  All of them are knows except for the one....Derbin.  I absolutely dispise him...and I can't stand how he practically ignored me in our relationship but can hug and hold hands with other girls now.  Something like that can really bring a girl down ya know?  I'm thinkin like, "What I really that gross?".  Ugh I know, its pathedic.  He's not even worth thinking about..but the jealousy still kicks in.  I've done pretty good though, I barely talk to him any more even though I really really want to.  I think him & Mr.Sunshine tie for hurting me the most but I just can't stop caring.  Ugh.  I'm so pathedic.
I've even admitted to myself I like a friend I've never even met...or seen a picture of.  ....who lives in a different state no where close to mine.  Not that's pathedic...but its not like it would ever work...I can't drive down there and wow, why am I even thinking about this!?!?!.

I've pretty much decided I'll just have to wait 'til college. Love...psssh. It's so not worth it.

It's Valentine's Day I tell ya....this season kills me....lol.[not litterally btw].
Speaking of Valentine's Day...guess who turn's Sweet Sixteen on the 14th!! ME! Yeah...beat that bizznatches.

I shoulda filled out NHS forms...they're do Friday...but I'm dreading the essays...

I g2g...its's 20 til ten and I'm probably gonna miss the bus again tomorrow morning.

xoxo
-.j.amiE

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Somethings Just Never Change

January 10th,2009

Mood: Blahh
Listening To: Jane&the Dragon on TV
Reading: Maximum Ride: The Angel Experiment by James Patterson

Christmas was great and Christmas break itself was glorious.  School, when I came back on the other hand was a nightmare. A 'friend' of mine made a horrible choice and his girlfriend[my bffl] tried to talk him out of it as did I, as best I could anyway but he wouldn't listen.  Long story short, he's fine now, getting councilling but it just about killed me to see my best friend in so much distress.  This girl, who I've strongly disliked for a long time now called him a freak, a name that didn't even being to a apply to this situation and then try to tell me that she cared.  GRR.  Yesterday was not fun in that respect.  Plus, she had the guts to tell my best friend that her problem was worse than my bffl's.  I was like "ohhh nuh uh.". Hate to tell you this honey but your problem wasn't anywhere near as bad. 1.)One because it's your problem and no one likes you, honestly and 2.) Because you made that descision yourself, she couldn't help this.  I about blew up on her. 

Anywho, to a brighter subject, we got an Xbox 360 for Christmas with a couple games, its pretty sweet.  I'm thinking about getting Fable II, it looks really cool.  I also got a tv/dvd combo for my room, a pearl necklace, a gold cross necklace from my bro,a awesome journal and one of those vector $7 pens from walmart.  It's awesome. Umm.. I got penguin stuff, dream catchers and candy from my friends. So yeah, it was a pretty great christmas.  I also I have a return I have to take back so w/that moolah I'll get myself something.

Even though the horseland changes are absolutly gahstly, I've stuck with it.  The problem is, I went from 13k coins to 1k....training and other costs are making the game wayy to expensive.  No one has enough money to buy graphics or other services from people so the economy is failing.

I don't have much else right now, I'm super glad I didn't have to redo the site though.  I had it all backedup and everything but it would have taken forever and I wouldn't have wanted to do it.

xoxo
-.j.amiE

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lalala

December 20th,2008

Mood: Bored
Listening to: Nothing
Reading: Mystic Warrior by Tracy & Laura Hickman

We didn't have school yesterday.  Finally, they do something right. =P.  Although, I had a present I was going to give to a friend but now I have to wait 'til after we come back from break because she left for Wisconsin last night.

James got me started on this game called Dofus; it's a MMORPG.  It's pretty cool and I've played it for two days straight, which is something I don't usually do with MMORPG's.  I usually start them and think they're gay then quit, but I like this one.  =).

Tomorrow I'm singing Oh Holy Night at church with my dad and possibly my mom.  Wish me luck and pray that I don't choke up. :P

Thats about all I got to say for now.
I'd say I'll BBL but I haven't the past couple of days I've said it so...I won't!

lol

xoxo
-.j.amiE

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Yes!

December 18th,2008

Mood: Annoyed
Listening To: Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
Reading: Same.

So, school didn't get canceled like I was hoping but almost as soon as I got there at 8:19 [bell rings @ 8:20] they were like "Yeah, schools getting out early at 12:05".  We were all thinking that it was completely pointless to come to school.  Well, that's our school for ya.  It was really stupid to, at 11:30 they went over the PA and said not to let anyone leave until they said we could and not to let anyone out in the hallway to go to the bathroom or to go to their lockers or anything like that.  I was like "WTF?!" is school really supposed to be prison because that's kinda what it's feeling like and I know I'm not the only one thinking that.  Everyone sayin' we probably won't have school tomorrow so that'd be good.
Finals are on Monday and I don't have to go because I only missed three days and I have an A- or above in all my classes for the semester.  School is such a bore.

I'm pretty sure my councelor thinks I'm obsessed with getting good grades.  She knows I' m a straight A student so she automatically assumes I'm a nerd.  Of course, I didn't tell her that I can't possibly be obsessed with school because I never study and I often do my homework the day its due in other classes, plus on projects and stuff I'm a major procrastinator.  I told her I wouldn't cry if I got a B or anything because well, that'd be pretty damn difficult.  To get a B in a class I would have to quite literally sit there and do absolutely nothing.  But yeah, I didn't tell her that but I'm going to next time that's insinuated.  But thats ok, I don't blame her.  She doesn't know me yet so how was she to know.  I'd probably make the same assumption if I was her.

Browsing friends profiles on Facebook right now because I'm bored...

Stacy has I quote I really like on her saying. "Be kinder than necessary, for everyone is fighting some kind of battle."

I think I'm going to make a quote page.  Yeah, for quotes I really like that I'll never remember unless I right down.  Gosh...there was another I was going to remember but I forgot it. Darn!

Backlater?
xoxo
jamie

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not so sure

December 17th,2008

Mood: Musical
Listening To: Forever & Always - Taylor Swift
Reading:Same as Yesterday.

I'm jammin' out to my blog mp3 player right now.  I'm so glad I got that thing. Ugh, the versions for Thunder & The Great Escape are sucky, but thats alright I'll switch them later. 

"They taped over your mouth,scribbled out the truth with their lies,your little spies." -CrushCrushCrush - paramore. I love that song.  I heard it for the first time the night before last night now its stuck in my head.  I had to put it on my ipod.

We're supposed [okay so its not for certain yet] to be getting out of school early tomorrow because it's going to get really icy.  I was hoping school was going to get completely cancelled but I supposed early out is ok, considering that's twice in one week, that makes this week not to bad. =).  I love weeks like this.

I'm reallly cold right now.  I've got my coat on and our heater is on like..three. Plus, I just washed my hands so they're pretty much ice.

Right now, I'm debating sending an email to one of my best friends.  I thinks she getting irritated with me because I've been pretty quiet this year.  As in, I usually only talk if she asks me a direct question.  We sit together at lunch, me,her, and her boyfriend and its pretty much silence...unless she's talking that is.  Idk.  I just hope she doesn't get too mad at me or start to think I don't like her or something.  Its wierd.  I'm a completely different person around her than I am my other best friend.  With the other bff, we hardly ever stop talking.  Idk.  I think I just don't want to bother Tiff with whatever's on my mind. Ugh. Yeah I think I'm going to send that email after all.

~around later perhaps.
xoxo
-jamie.

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jamie feels like Chattin'

December 16th,2008

Mood: cheerful
Listening To: nothing
Reading: Mystic Warrior by Tracey & Laura Hickman

Idk, I was really getting fed up with all the stupid social networking sites and their lame-ness, so I was just like, 'hey! lets make a blog site for you jamie so you don't have to be frustrated with myspaces' lame-ness'.
I'm totally in love with this layout. 

We got out of school at 12:05 today.  They announced it over the PA and I was like YES! Thank God.  School is just so.....boring.  I complain about school a lot so...beware readers. =P

So I really don't have anything important to say, I just wanted to get in one post. lolz
xoxo
jamie

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